problems + sheena = solution!

yes, according to my title. whenever i a problem i seek for sheena. she always gives me the right solution (: mabel dont be sad, i still love you *pukes* anyways, i woke up at around 8 today. Got ready for tuition and headed out for breakfast. Lorraine fell asleep in tuition! and i actually thought she was reading so seriuosly, haha. I fell asleep and i guess everyone was staring at both of us. And thank God it's raining :D I'll be stopping tennis tilll next year :DD i'll update more later, time for tv (:

Today and it's wonders.

Im wondering if it is worth it if i take the risk once more. Can someone answer me pls? there are the good and the bad. but i stilll dont know if i should. gosh. i dont wanna talk about this. now the happy part of life today. my sibs and i went crazy, drinking shandy and singing, as if we were clubbing. SING! everyone sing with me! say wohoo!!!!!! hahaaha anyways, i had a great time today :D with everyone (: another thing i wonder is, why must it be so difficult just to say hi? am i really so scary u frreak out when u see me hmm? sigh.. who cares la, ish. I manage to distract Andrea while she was on stage, PUMPKIN BABY! hhahahhaa i know u love it when i disturb u, Andrea, just admit it :P this guy ''MAGIC'' is weirdddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

Now about the swimming meet. Chung Hua Miri got champion while SK Jalan Bintang was second and third was Chung Hua Krokop. I was taking the time for lane 4, 4 , 4 ,4 and 4! Nico was extremely annoying, Adrian with this ''electic-shock'' hair and last but not least, the very ''hao-lian'' MUN JUN. I felt so exhausted cause i only had 5 hours of sleep :( i'm still wondering what kept me awake. i felt so so tired but i just couldnt fall asleep.

ahh whatever, i feel lazy. maybe i should just go to bed. say helllo to tuition again tomottow :(

Give me one reason to smile today (:

F*** you MATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( stupid stupid stupid, at least give me 5 more markss bahhh :( everyone paid for the cupcakes already, i cant wait to get my hands on one, *yummmmy* hahahhaha. i helped teacher to count the ''gerko'' points, swimming 95/100 but others, 1/100 LOL XAVIER! you have to thank me, still :DD I had a lot of fun today but still, it isnt enough! :( i want more more more!! haha. im now watching Ben 10 with my brothers, LOL how interesting. it looks stupid just like you, hahahhahahhahahahhahah! :PPPPPP i think i drank too much today till im so hyper. i loved today (: wait i'll love tomorrrow more :D i want Jeanette!!!


p.s. PETE HIAO! ROGOL HIS NIECE :D

i just wanna let it all out, everything. For once, i wanna know something that brings a smile to my face, not tears. Why does everyone treat me so cold today? ask myself? I DONT KNOW. It was a good idea to play with the knife, very very good. I WANNA LET IT ALL OUTTTTTTTT!!! Just because i have to help teachers with some stuffs and attend the fking rehearsal means i have to get shit? oh yesss, hahhahahahaha. so so funny i could laugh all day. and what's wrong with someppl huh? i said no, means no. if u dont trust my words then just fk off alright :D ppl who actually treat me as a friend wont hurt me that way.

just one thing im missing in life, you, sometimes i just wish i could talk to you again, tell you once more that u mean a lot to me, tell you im sorry for all i've done, but it's way way too late.. you were the first to see me take my first step, watch me when mummy's busy, took care of me when mummy wasnt here. one minute i see you, and then poof, you're gone forever. i really really miss you so so much :'( i wanna go back in time and stay a baby, forever. where things nvr go wrong. sigh. till now, i cant believe ur gone. i'll be hoping everyday, that one day i'll meet you after my life ends (:

I feel so so lazt these few days. Sleep early, sleep in class, i still feel tired. Oh no something is wrong with me ): my results are still okay, some improve, some no but still satisfied (: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i just feel like screaming right now, and i feel like punching someone's tummy, feel like getting a nice massage, feel like sleeping NOW, feel like eating till i becomeee FAT, feel like jumping off a cliff. GAH! I WANNA LIVE A NORMALLL LIFEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! and you, yes you, STFU okay? :D now with the good part of life, didnt expect to be selected for the ''MAC" but yeah, i will have Andrea with me, i wont be alone :DDDDDDDD i still feel like killing someoe or something D: im really really shocked and i feel so so bad for her, i wish i could just tell you but it'll be like im trying to break you guys apart ): C.Najibah might be leaving so we're planning a surprise for her :D i know what to do already ;) CUPPYCAKE! im just so random today.

and now, for the results, hahaha
GEO- 80
BM- 58
SEJ- 60
SC- 76

HALLOWEEN! lol, it was so so damn boring cause it's for kids but who gives a damn, eat and play and eat, one day where we can pretend we're kids again. The so-called witch cave was weird and some ppl wanna do SOMETHING in it. LOL. It was just weird, all i gotta say

This Movie Touched Me.

Sad but meaningful, it brought tears in my eyes for about 2 hours maybe? Its about a girl named Holly's life and how much her late husband loves her. He knew he was going to die cause of Brain Tumor. Before anything, he wrote her 10 letters. After her 30th birthday, she got her very first letter. Each and everyone, telling her what to do. His first letter was to get her to buy a side lamp and to get dolled up and go party with her friends. He planned every single thing before he died. He bought tickets for her and her two friends to visit Ireland. Plenty more to tell but i dont have time now so next time (: The one thing i wanna see each morning when i wake up is your face and ntg else :)

Twinning Night

I had no idea what the dinner i went to last night was for till Zhen Zhen told me. Twinning means two lions club join together like a marriage or something like that LOL Had loads of funnnn (: Mabel,thank me for taking ur wedding pictures hahaha i finally slept through the night, its either cause i was damn tired or i was just coke-drunk LOL

The bad and good day (;

First of all, exams are now officially over! :D wont talk about the bad times today, just the goood :D hmm hmm hmm Mabel and I found so many mistakes for the science paper, teacher simply mark xP Cycling under the rain is something my siblings and i should do more often, not only that it's cooling but you get extra wet, hahahha. And the good thing is we can go play at Taman Awam :D IM GONNA BE WITH MABEL TONIGHT!!! WOHOOOOO! :D and the results,60 for history and 30/40 for science :)

Today and Only Today

Even though exams are over, today still sucks ): F****!!! i dont wanna know more! stop this torture D: anyways, tomorrow is just art so who gives a damn, i can hold on to my freedom for about a week then study again ): who cares, studying is good *being an angel* hahaaha geo + kh = tembak!!!!!!!!!! :DD hmm hmm hmm hmm, today not much fun, sheena's moody, im moody, so no funnnnn!! i have this feeling of screaming out really loudly but i cant do it at home or the neighbours are gonna think im crazy haha i wanna scream out load and let all the anger+stress+sadness. Tralallalala, i guess everyne was wondering why i had glitter all over my face today, well if u wanna know, GUESS :P tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow!!! :D i cant wait till tomorrow!! wheeeeee okay this is '' my being hyper'' time! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! 16moredays and you'll be back in my arms baby (:

SomeRandomPost (:

I dont know why but i stil tend to think of you from time to time, the more i dont wanna think about you, the more you pop out in my mind. I just wanna forget everything and move on, but i have no idea how. One thing's for sure, i'll never make the same mistakes anymore. A broken heart can never be perfect anymore but it can be fixed with another's love. So in the meanwhile, enjoy life to the fullest. Dont regret the past but take it as a lesson for the future. Laugh like you've never laughed before. Cherish every moment spent every single day. No matter what, forgive and forget the simple little mistakes our friends made cause no body in this world is perfect. Life has it's ups and downs. Life is shorter than you think it is, the ones you love might go away anytime, life is just so so unpredictable. I lost an uncle that i loveeee so so much and till today, whenever i think of him, my tears will start to fall. Thats why we shouldn't waste our time being mad or sad over something so small. Now about the exams, i was glad that BM2 was over till teacher said : ''Kelas,semua pelajar Tingkatan2 dikehendaki menduduki semula kertas dua, ini adalah arahan Puan Robinette'' WTF la! and and and HISTORY if FINALLY over baby!!! :DD it turned out a lil easier than i thought i would be. Math was terribly difficult, im sure i'll get a B or C :( I just hope my results will be better than last semester or im dead D: and Sheena, if you read this, I ENJOY DISTURBING YOU AND THE BEEE :PPP haha i know im evil ;)

Pre-Halloween :D

And there goes my ''princess'' hahahahhahah. This is what happens when ur too bored and have a very kiddish brain (tiffany's) I made that cape! hahahaha. Tralallalalala, SING WITH ME! im so super duper hyper today, i have no idea why.

School:
I just love it when i get to tease Mabel :DDD I will do it more! :P I didnt do my Geo homework but yeah who gives a damn xD i saw somebody in school and waved, tralallaal! :D And Sheena needs to thank me for ''boo-ing'' the beeee, LOL! The History teacher and ERT teacher was absent!! :D so as usual, talk to Awang and Coleman. Weridest topic ever and so so so NOT INTERESTING. Im still pure minded okay! LOL

12 October 2009 <3

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LORRAINE :)

hmm, what's there to talk about.. studying perhaps? Exam's in a week and as usual, everyone's studying. The subject to study today is Science D:

If only there was a way out for everything. It just seems so hard but i still have to do it. And in the end, im the one who is hurt, not the one im trying not to hurt. All i want now is to go back to school. I dont wanna be alone and think so much about stupid stuffs like now. I just hope whenever i do ''this'', no one gets hurt but myself. cause im not somewhat a bad bad person who only wanna hurt other ppl's feelings for their own good. It might be hard for me to find my happiness again but i will take the risk to try. I still miss you till now, i've cried till i can cry no more, each and everynight before i go to sleep, you'll appear in my mind, and i'll start crying again. It hurts so much to say it but i wanna mean it, i hope you're happier now :) sometimes, we just gotta make mistakes to learn what's right. Things can never be perfect but i believe if we make an effort, anything's possible. It has been 52 days since that day, and i've learnt so much since then, but i still have to thank you for ending it. We were just not meant to be..


If someone gave me a wish: i would wanna go back to that day when my parents did ''IT'' and stop them so i would nvr be in this world.


Mily