12 October 2009 <3

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LORRAINE :)

hmm, what's there to talk about.. studying perhaps? Exam's in a week and as usual, everyone's studying. The subject to study today is Science D:

If only there was a way out for everything. It just seems so hard but i still have to do it. And in the end, im the one who is hurt, not the one im trying not to hurt. All i want now is to go back to school. I dont wanna be alone and think so much about stupid stuffs like now. I just hope whenever i do ''this'', no one gets hurt but myself. cause im not somewhat a bad bad person who only wanna hurt other ppl's feelings for their own good. It might be hard for me to find my happiness again but i will take the risk to try. I still miss you till now, i've cried till i can cry no more, each and everynight before i go to sleep, you'll appear in my mind, and i'll start crying again. It hurts so much to say it but i wanna mean it, i hope you're happier now :) sometimes, we just gotta make mistakes to learn what's right. Things can never be perfect but i believe if we make an effort, anything's possible. It has been 52 days since that day, and i've learnt so much since then, but i still have to thank you for ending it. We were just not meant to be..


If someone gave me a wish: i would wanna go back to that day when my parents did ''IT'' and stop them so i would nvr be in this world.


Mily