i just wanna let it all out, everything. For once, i wanna know something that brings a smile to my face, not tears. Why does everyone treat me so cold today? ask myself? I DONT KNOW. It was a good idea to play with the knife, very very good. I WANNA LET IT ALL OUTTTTTTTT!!! Just because i have to help teachers with some stuffs and attend the fking rehearsal means i have to get shit? oh yesss, hahhahahahaha. so so funny i could laugh all day. and what's wrong with someppl huh? i said no, means no. if u dont trust my words then just fk off alright :D ppl who actually treat me as a friend wont hurt me that way.
just one thing im missing in life, you, sometimes i just wish i could talk to you again, tell you once more that u mean a lot to me, tell you im sorry for all i've done, but it's way way too late.. you were the first to see me take my first step, watch me when mummy's busy, took care of me when mummy wasnt here. one minute i see you, and then poof, you're gone forever. i really really miss you so so much :'( i wanna go back in time and stay a baby, forever. where things nvr go wrong. sigh. till now, i cant believe ur gone. i'll be hoping everyday, that one day i'll meet you after my life ends (:
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