Saturday, November 7, 2009

problems + sheena = solution!

yes, according to my title. whenever i a problem i seek for sheena. she always gives me the right solution (: mabel dont be sad, i still love you *pukes* anyways, i woke up at around 8 today. Got ready for tuition and headed out for breakfast. Lorraine fell asleep in tuition! and i actually thought she was reading so seriuosly, haha. I fell asleep and i guess everyone was staring at both of us. And thank God it's raining :D I'll be stopping tennis tilll next year :DD i'll update more later, time for tv (:

Today and it's wonders.

Im wondering if it is worth it if i take the risk once more. Can someone answer me pls? there are the good and the bad. but i stilll dont know if i should. gosh. i dont wanna talk about this. now the happy part of life today. my sibs and i went crazy, drinking shandy and singing, as if we were clubbing. SING! everyone sing with me! say wohoo!!!!!! hahaaha anyways, i had a great time today :D with everyone (: another thing i wonder is, why must it be so difficult just to say hi? am i really so scary u frreak out when u see me hmm? sigh.. who cares la, ish. I manage to distract Andrea while she was on stage, PUMPKIN BABY! hhahahhaa i know u love it when i disturb u, Andrea, just admit it :P this guy ''MAGIC'' is weirdddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

Now about the swimming meet. Chung Hua Miri got champion while SK Jalan Bintang was second and third was Chung Hua Krokop. I was taking the time for lane 4, 4 , 4 ,4 and 4! Nico was extremely annoying, Adrian with this ''electic-shock'' hair and last but not least, the very ''hao-lian'' MUN JUN. I felt so exhausted cause i only had 5 hours of sleep :( i'm still wondering what kept me awake. i felt so so tired but i just couldnt fall asleep.

ahh whatever, i feel lazy. maybe i should just go to bed. say helllo to tuition again tomottow :(

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Give me one reason to smile today (:

F*** you MATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( stupid stupid stupid, at least give me 5 more markss bahhh :( everyone paid for the cupcakes already, i cant wait to get my hands on one, *yummmmy* hahahhaha. i helped teacher to count the ''gerko'' points, swimming 95/100 but others, 1/100 LOL XAVIER! you have to thank me, still :DD I had a lot of fun today but still, it isnt enough! :( i want more more more!! haha. im now watching Ben 10 with my brothers, LOL how interesting. it looks stupid just like you, hahahhahahhahahahhahah! :PPPPPP i think i drank too much today till im so hyper. i loved today (: wait i'll love tomorrrow more :D i want Jeanette!!!


p.s. PETE HIAO! ROGOL HIS NIECE :D
i just wanna let it all out, everything. For once, i wanna know something that brings a smile to my face, not tears. Why does everyone treat me so cold today? ask myself? I DONT KNOW. It was a good idea to play with the knife, very very good. I WANNA LET IT ALL OUTTTTTTTT!!! Just because i have to help teachers with some stuffs and attend the fking rehearsal means i have to get shit? oh yesss, hahhahahahaha. so so funny i could laugh all day. and what's wrong with someppl huh? i said no, means no. if u dont trust my words then just fk off alright :D ppl who actually treat me as a friend wont hurt me that way.

just one thing im missing in life, you, sometimes i just wish i could talk to you again, tell you once more that u mean a lot to me, tell you im sorry for all i've done, but it's way way too late.. you were the first to see me take my first step, watch me when mummy's busy, took care of me when mummy wasnt here. one minute i see you, and then poof, you're gone forever. i really really miss you so so much :'( i wanna go back in time and stay a baby, forever. where things nvr go wrong. sigh. till now, i cant believe ur gone. i'll be hoping everyday, that one day i'll meet you after my life ends (:

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

I feel so so lazt these few days. Sleep early, sleep in class, i still feel tired. Oh no something is wrong with me ): my results are still okay, some improve, some no but still satisfied (: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i just feel like screaming right now, and i feel like punching someone's tummy, feel like getting a nice massage, feel like sleeping NOW, feel like eating till i becomeee FAT, feel like jumping off a cliff. GAH! I WANNA LIVE A NORMALLL LIFEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! and you, yes you, STFU okay? :D now with the good part of life, didnt expect to be selected for the ''MAC" but yeah, i will have Andrea with me, i wont be alone :DDDDDDDD i still feel like killing someoe or something D: im really really shocked and i feel so so bad for her, i wish i could just tell you but it'll be like im trying to break you guys apart ): C.Najibah might be leaving so we're planning a surprise for her :D i know what to do already ;) CUPPYCAKE! im just so random today.

and now, for the results, hahaha
GEO- 80
BM- 58
SEJ- 60
SC- 76